Worry

I've developed this phobia that someone is going to poke out my eyeballs (or poke IN my eyeballs) and I'm not sure why?? The only thing I can think is that it's because since Christmas I've been working on becoming the Whedon complete-ist that my heart knows me to be (so have acquired and consumed Firefly and Dollhouse, and am working through Angel which is on Horror channel at 8pm every week night which I never saw all of because I was left so distraught about Doyle's death. Which, stupid because Angel is awesome-o 3000) and one of the overwhelming memories I have from Buffy is Nathan Fillion squashing in Xander's eyeballs so I asked my brother the nuclear physicist why doing that would make you blind and he said something about your eyes being like a grape so what happens when you squash a grape? And I said, it makes you not be able to see out of your grape eyes? And he said, yeah. Exactly. And now that's all I can think about and I'm pretty sure someone is going to do that to me.